9/12/22 Lonely

 Lonely

I cannot be touched or else I will melt. Like rain water drizzling on cotton candy, contact with another would dissolve me on the spot. First starting at the place of contact, but then quickly spreading through my entire body, melting everything inch by inch.

I avoid everyone for the sake of my own life. It is lonely I will admit, but at least I am alive. Having a friend would be nice though, someone to talk to or hang out with. Or even someone closer, someone to hold me when I am sad, be my shoulder to cry on, but no, it can never be. I don’t even try to make friends online, knowing one day I would want to meet them so badly in person, and physical contact of some sort surely would occur. 

So I stick to myself, secluded from the world, living my own little life, my own little way, longing for the day that I can not be this way. Or maybe I’ll try it, just once, just to know what it feels like for just a moment before I melt to the ground.

Would it be worth it? No, I still find satisfaction in life, even though it is different from others. Maybe one day, but not today. Today I will keep going.


The End

9/12/22

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