10/13/22 Alone Together

 Alone Together

We were lonely together, but now you aren’t lonely anymore. I see you don’t need me the same way I need you. You have another person now and that’s ok, it just means it’s time for me to go. 

I don’t want to leave you but I need to. The person I am becoming is not who I want to be. It isn’t your fault, it’s mine, and my feelings alone that have prompted this, so don’t feel guilty. I’m glad you’re happy, I really am, I just can’t function like this anymore.

I knew this time would come, but I didn’t know how hard it would be. I got so comfortable with us being alone together and the change has broken me. I’ve tried to cope but all the ways lead me down even darker paths.

I miss how it used to be. I love that you’re happy but I wish we could go back to how it was. I know you will miss me and I will miss you too. I’m sorry, but it’s time for me to leave.


The End

10/13/22

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