10/26/22 Last Night

 Last Night

The world around me feels wrong. I am warm, very warm, hot even, but leaving the cover of my blanket brings a fierce coldness. I will take the heat.

My head, oh how it hurts. Every movement I make brings an agonizing pain. Moving hurts as well, my bones feel weak. Just standing up has become a workout in itself.

Oh my stomach, that is the worst part of all. Nausea lurks at the pit of my stomach but refuses to release itself. It is stuck in a constant state of unsettledness that leaves me miserable.

I need food, I need water, but I don’t want to anger my stomach. They are also so far away. Just to leave my bed is a struggle in itself, to get up and walk, function as normal and perform a task seems impractical when I can just lay here. The suffering has been here all day, why get up and make it worse?

May this next morning take away these horrid feelings. May my misery be constrained to this night and leave me when I awaken.

It did, and now I am fine.


The End

10/26/22

(Authors Note: Actually written on 10/27 but recapping why I did not write on 10/26)

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